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Without illusions,people would be killed by truth.

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2009/9/13

过了好久

瞎忙,时间过的没概念.不知不觉竟然9个月没写字了.
我现在的工作有意义吗?
从目前来看,没太大意义.除了养活自己
本来希望技术可以做一些更为有意义的事,而不是帮助已经有钱的人算钱.
总觉得软件应该用来做点更有意义的事,尽管还不清楚怎么样叫做"有意义",不过类似vmware的虚拟机那样可以节省服务器用电从而有环保效应的东东总归是比较善类的产品
然而现在仍然是学徒阶段.要走多么长的路.
技术能带给人更好的生活吗?
不好说
其实不太明白为何大家都拼命的狂奔,也不弄清楚前方是美景还是坟墓.
这个世界患有资源掠夺焦虑症,很多古老的情感都缺失了
 
就这样吧,没什么可喜,也没什么可悲的.
忙碌一年后,很多事情都可以淡然了.但还不算够淡定
2009/1/4

WHY SO SERIOUS?

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The best movie I watched in 2008.

Got suprised because it's a serious tragedy, with painful thinking of human stain, far from an entertaining marvel film.

Unexpectedly shocked by the talent of the scenarist, and the passed-away actor Heath Ledger too.

Batman and Joker in the interrogation room
JOKER:
To them(public) you're just a freak, like me. They need you right now. When they don't, they'll cast you out, like a leper. You see, their morals, their code, it's a bad joke, dropped at the first sign of trouble. They're only as good as the world allows them to be. I'll show you. When the chips are down, these civilized people, they'll eat each other. See, I'm not a monster. I'm just ahead of the curve.

Joker and Harvey in the hospital. The talk which evetually pushes Harvey's falling. ( Harvey's girlfriend Rachel had already been killed by Joker and one side of his face was burned horrifying. )
With enormous pain and hatred, Harvey pointed that Joker had planned to kill them.
JOKER: Do I really like a guy with a plan? ......... I just do things. The Mob has plans. The cops have plans. Gordon's got plans. You know, they're schemers. Schemers trying to control their little worlds. I'm not a schemer. I try to show the schemers how pathetic their attempts to control things really are. ......... Look what I did to this city with a few drums of gas and a couple of bullets. You know what I noticed? Nobody panics when things go "according to plan." Even if the plan is horrifying. If tomorrow I tell the press that, like, a gangbanger will get shot, or a truckload of soldiers will be blowing up, nobody panics. Because it's all part of the plan. But when I say that one little old mayor will die, well then, everyone loses their minds. Introduce a little anarchy. Upset the established order and everything becomes chaos. I'm an agent of chaos. Oh, and you know the thing about chaos? It's fair.

Batman's effort to save Harvey back from madness failed. (Harvey Dent had ever been a procurator, extremely eager for justice, and finally became the villainous two-face man, taking away people's life up to probability.)
Harvey pointed the gun at Gordon's son.
HARVEY: It's not about what I want. It's about what's fair! You thought we could be decent man in an indecent time. But you were wrong. The world is cruel. And the only morality in the cruel world is chance. Unbiased, unprejudiced, fair.
BATMAN: What happened to Rachel wasn't chance. We decided to act. We three.(himself, Harvey and Gordon)
HARVEY: Then why was it me who was the only one who lost everything?(He really loves Rachel. He wished the one that be killed were him.)
BATMAN: It wasn't.
HARVEY: The Joker chose me!
BATMAN: Because you were the best of us. He wanted to prove that even someone as good as you could fall.
HARVEY: And he was right.

 

2008/12/27

体能测试

原来所去的健身房要整改两个月,只好换到英派斯。不太喜欢英派斯,人多而且都很high,不适合我的性格。原来的健身房价钱适中,相对安静,闲适。我去健身又不是要练成型男,只是因为如果不去锻炼,整天面对电脑会垮掉。另外,好一点的身材能让我的安全感多一点。
今天去做了体能测试。这点倒是不错,检查还挺全的。结果是:血压、心率、柔韧性、脂肪厚度、耐力都非常好,保持就可以了;体形良,瘦了点,肩宽和胸围还是不错的,腰围和臀围不够好;腹部力量良好但仍有上升空间,腹肌整齐(-_-!难道有人排列是乱的?);手臂肌力差了点。
教练说,以20~29岁的体能指标数值为参考,我目前的身体年龄比实际年龄要年轻些,大约20岁的样子。
不相信。
血压、心率、柔韧性、脂肪厚度还是可以相信的,因为每天早晨起来都有压腿、跳绳,不抽烟不喝酒,水果蔬菜与肉类搭配还比较均衡。
但是就自我感觉来说,并不觉得很好,至少没有那么年轻。
 
不管如何,还是得到一些安慰。
也许这是年底最好的消息了。
 
周末变成了最难熬的,寂寞的如同行尸走肉般。
2008/11/30

what an evil movie

shoot

Wanted

for a long time I haven't seen a movie so evil. it doesn't matter if there is justice or not. since the world is a big holy shit, just shut the fuck-up and kill. nobody is innocent. don't pretend to be.

2008/11/13

Survive Like A Beast, One Day Bite Back

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The path of the Righteous man is beset on all sides,by the Inequities of the Selfish,and the Tyranny of Evil men.Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will,Shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness.For he's truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children.And I will strike down upon them with Great Vengeance and Furious Anger,those who attempt to Poison and Destroy My brothers.And you will know my name is the Lord,when I lay my Vengeance upon them.

 


 

2008/11/9

我们所喜爱的德涛同学

近期的南方周末报道了德涛同学所在团队的杰出工作。以下是节选的一部分文字:

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一位资产管理公司的CEO、两位财务分析人员,怀着“天真”的理想,从2006年起,在深圳开始了“不务正业”的公共预算之旅。他们向十几个中央部委、十几个地方政府提出了查看预算案的申请。一次次的失望之后,今年5月27日,他们终于看到了深圳市政府的2008年度部门预算草案;10月27日,卫生部向他们公布了一份接近完备的本级部门预算。在新中国的历史上,这两次回应都是第一次

  □本报记者黄河发自深圳

  “这是最后的印本,是送市人大通过的,不外借,也不准复印,你们只能看。”5月27日下午,在深圳市财政局阅览室,工作人员将一本粉色封面的厚书递给吴君亮、李德涛和万宇涵。
     吴一阵狂喜,随即取出数码相机将这本预算案从封面到封底,一页不漏地拍了下来。“深圳成了中华人民共和国历史上的第一个向普通公民公开政府预算的城市,到目前为止,这也是惟一的一次。”

     对这些旨在推动中国公共预算改革的志愿者而言,虽然仅有一次目睹预算“真容”的体验,但有了这几百张照片,就有了原始的资料,就有了研究的基础。公共预算水准=社会文明程度
  48岁的吴君亮是深圳君亮资产管理公司的CEO。1980年代赴美留学,拿到了休斯敦大学政府管理学硕士。此后,在美国一呆就是近20年。20世纪初,美国经历了一场由民间研究机构推动的轰轰烈烈的公共预算改革,那场运动不仅重塑了美国政府,而且深刻改变了政府和社会民众的关系。“向纳税人负责”从此成为每一届政府不可逾越的信条。

     老板的理想主义也感染了公司里的年轻人。26岁的李德涛是土生土长的深圳本地人,两年前在法国拿到硕士学位,当时,君亮资产管理公司吸引他的地方只是可以从事所学的财务分析专业。加入老板的公共预算研究团队之后,他发现自己变了。
  “以前我从来不关心社会事务,现在我知道,我们需要关心自己的城市。”
  在澳大利亚拿到硕士学位的万宇涵是研究团队的另一个“海龟80后”,这一老二少,构成了君亮公司志愿者们的核心。
  吴君亮给自己的研究团队开出了条件:除了本职工作之外,每位志愿者每天可以花两个小时工作时间在公共预算研究上,必要的开支和差旅费也由吴本人“赞助”。

     ..............

     原文链接:http://www.nanfangdaily.com.cn/epaper/nfzm/content/20081106/ArticelC14003FM.htm

     很高兴很舒畅,因为一个坚定高尚的朋友总能破除我们心中的黑暗和迷雾。同时对自己看人能力的信心暴增。大学时,这家伙不是最聪明的,不是最专注的,也不是最优秀的。但是那时候就觉得他的精神力量和人格魅力非常特别,我相信他一定能做出些不凡的事,现在果不其然。尽管才开始,但这已经是个了不起的开始了。德涛同学在某种程度上已经成为我的偶象了,没错,我是英雄主义崇拜者。他会成为许多人的榜样。因为在我们滔滔不绝空谈的时候,在我们计算着文凭换薪水的公式的时候,他凭借自己的诚恳和真才实学做了件大家长久以来都想做但没去做的事。


  

Por Una Cabeza

一直很喜欢这首Tango,早先是因为看《闻香识女人》知道了这首曲子。由Carlos Cardel写于1935年,曲名译成中文叫“只差一步”,有趣的名字。
1935年,果然是鬼斧神工,那么多Tango,为什么唯独这一首现在听起来仍然动人心魄,丝毫没有因为时光的流逝而褪色?
说实话,没太看出来《闻香识女人》跟女人有多大关系,除了那段Tango,这是影片中唯一熠熠生辉的场景,老男人的生活突然间就被点亮了,以至于我觉得前后所有沉闷压抑的场景,都是为了衬托这场戏。
Por Una Cabeza,听起来明显的分成两段,一开始的小提琴细腻温婉,犹如女人;然后毫无征兆的突变,有力的爆发,这时低音部的钢琴进来,刚劲爽朗,犹如男人。丰满的和声是我喜欢的。最奇特的地方,百听不厌的地方,就是从来没有听过一首曲子,觉得乐器的演绎有如此强烈的人格特征,高潮部分的旋律,给人的感觉是一种内敛的热情,热得都要熔化了,但是依然从容不迫,掌握分寸。
又或许这才是迷人的地方——有男人,有女人,一切才完整。
然而无论怎样,听的感受都无法用说来描述。这种感受,只有有相同感受的人,才知道是一种什么样的感受。
所以不如简单的说:我喜欢这曲子。
“No mistakes in the Tango, not like life. It's simple, that's what makes the Tango so great. If you make a mistake, get all tangled up, just Tango on.”——<Women Scent>
2008/10/29

很难过

just feel terrible again
when no one cares about what u really care about
noisy
and so deadly silent
mask is heavy